ELFI'S

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Still there's always that feeling of being different...
Like there's no place I can go, no place where I belong.
A place in lightness or darkness and knowing it's just fine to be there.
Restlessness, a wandering soul, always on the run for yourself, always searching for yourself.
Searching for those moments where you finally get home.
A constant in your head, something that grinds and rotate and thinks, something that makes you crazy or takes you on an adventurous journey...
That's what it is and that's what probably always will be.
Accepting that this is me. Just me, trying to become one with it.
Enjoying those few precious moments that are giving you warmth and the energy to go on.
Searching for that one place in lightness or darkness, but be sure it's “my” place to come home...